Broken

I can´t do this anymore,

I can´t keep pretending.

I just wan´t to disapear,

I can´t forgive myself.

Every day, I wish this would end, 

No more tears, no more pain.

How could I have done this to myself,

I betrayed my own beliefs.

There is nothing left, but I´m grateful for what I´ve learned,

But can´t live with the guilt.